all things go

there is a house that i have been d y i n g to have for months. the amount that i would have to put up for it up front is much much much more than i should think rationally about spending. but it is my dream house. and maybe this is what i need to force me to start saving my money.

this leads me to: i'm going to start managing my money better.
organization is key.

i keep going back and forth between happy and in a serious funk.
s n a p o u t o f i t.

brandi carlile is playing at house of blues in march. i will be in attendance.
no matter how easily her songs make me cry.

i really miss my friends.

speaking of friends,
sometimes i wonder if it's my fault
for screwing it up so bad.
how did it get to be sooo bad?

but i'm excited about the good things to come.
a new location.
a new home.
things are coming along.
i just need a new job.

i've already come up with a handful of designs for my side project.
i really hope i get a response.

source: schemacoma